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a sad life story

I. my memory is full of rubbish, stuffed with yet-to-be-made memories.
II. because photography is also about the future, you see. and, for now, that is everything.
III. an aching brain is a gift, as it's the living proof that I'm alive and mortal, on top of everything.
IV. a sad life story was everything I needed; I've had it, and I'll have had it.

break-up

I. she offered me the grandest words she knew.

countdown

I. firstly, this is where I'm posting from.
II. I think about creativity a lot. it took me many years to come to this conclusion: it's not about how often you create, but making it count when you do.
III. also, a reminder: "move with purpose."
IV. also, a confession: I need a siren to go off to lead me somewhere; otherwise, I'm basically blind to any sign.
V. why did I spend the last month of 2020 in complete psychosis? nobody knows. how did I get back to earth? nobody knows. will it happen again? nobody knows.
VI. well, could I just ask my doctor? I know I won't be doing that.
VII. I live in a countdown, but there is no urgency.
VIII. lastly, I've been having a manic episode over the past two months. I can mostly keep it under control, but sometimes boredom gets the better of me.

August 2026